Stage Fear

Ish ... Still have problem with it. Oh well, what to do. The only way to improve myself is  through practices, but it's going to take a lot of efforts to overcome my phobia that already persist for a long time. Kind of embarrass though, but I think it's ok, just need sometime for me to forget it =_= ....

Better sleeps!

I was struggled to wake up on previous Sunday, it was about 6:30am. It came to dawn to me when I realized I have had been having long hours of  sleeps for the past few weeks (since I’m jobless at the moment), and I usually wake up around 8am now.


At some point, I’m pretty grateful for this period of undated holidays, which allows me to have better hours of sleeps. Not just because to enjoy sleep itself, but from the health aspect, I’m able to rest my tattered body and slowly to regain what it used to be. Imagine the hectic life style that I had been going through while during my school days at Digipen, coming back around 10pm and I had to wake up at 6:30am! It’s pretty intense mentally and physically.  

   
Thank God for this grace period, although I’m not sure how long this will be, but God has His purpose for me!


I had contacted Koei this morning, the recruitment test won’t be as soon as after 2 more weeks. Hopefully things will goes well and pray that I could manage this period of time wisely.

Reboot.

Gazing the screen of my newly gifted laptop from my dearest brothers. Pondering, where should I start with my NEW blog.


It has been 22 days after the ceremony, which I'm officially ended my academic life in Digipen Institute of Technology. Without success getting into Ubisoft, I'm now starting my job hunts again.


With a lot of time in hands, it took a while for me to register myself mentally the state I'm in. It kind of reminds me while few years back, when I'm just graduated from the university. But life wasn't the same-old-days when you were carve with the experiences in the industry. I feels like I'm on the highway again.


Every now and then we all come across this kind of junctions. We pick the path that we think best suit us, then we move on. But life wan't like a video game, you can never go back to previous check point. We all learn to pick wisely after every wrong turns; seasoning, and learn to enjoy what life has had to give.


I had sent my resume to Lucas Art and Tecmo Koei, looking forward to their favor replies.


"My son, do not let wisdom and understanding out of your sight, preserve sound judgment and discretion; they will be life for you, an ornament to grace your neck. Then you will go on your way in safety, and your foot will not stumble. - (Proverbs 3:21 ~ 23) "